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Love! Jan. 30th, 2005 @ 09:39 pm
I am so so so SO in love, but so scared. 2007 seems so far away but I don't know, what if it doesn't work out, I am only 16 and already in love and planning and attatched, but I feel so lifted, I love him and I would'nt do anything that will hurt him. He is my one and only, and I can see it now <3
Current Mood: indescribableindescribable

Mah! Jan. 24th, 2005 @ 10:22 pm
So yes...I am wonderfully happy with my life as of now, it has been quite a while since I have posted in here so I just thought I should update and give you the 411 even though no one reads this ha. But here is what happened since I have been away.

Summer: Got locked away in a hospital for alcohal, weed, and self mutilation. Got out of there, had the best damn summer because I met the 2 most wonderful people (Mary Jane and NIkki) and now we are inseperable. Cut my hair, pierced my belly button and partied like a mother fucker. Also got an MIPT...damnit!

School year: Started going to school, everyone knows me, and has noticed how much I have changed from last year. Me Nikki, MJ, Gabe, and Nate got suspended for coming to school intoxicated and having the acohal on campus. Started to date Matt Walton (MY best friend) and got weirded the fuck out. Broke up, got into a couple of fights with Nikki and MJ due to EVIL PENISES! Made up, and the reason I am so happy now is all thanks to new years eve. Snuck out of MJs house and went to Mimans, Neil was there. I got really drunk, started to...-coughs- molest Neil then pushed him in the bathroom and basically raped him but he did nothing to stop me. After that we started hanging out and now we are dating and he is my complete oposite but thats what I need, he fills in the spots that I can not. I am happy with who I am, the way I act and look. I love my life, I love my friends, and I love my boyfriend...I will do anything in my power to stop heartache from touching any of these things...thanks for reading <3.
Current Mood: lovedloved
Current Music: Cherry Bikini

Mar. 11th, 2004 @ 03:02 pm
I don't like live journal. Poo on you live journal. Yeah that's right bizznitch. Xanga rox my sox. Good bye nobody who reads this anyway.
Current Mood: artisticartistic

Mar. 10th, 2004 @ 05:40 pm
My mom is a whore.
Current Mood: enviousenvious

Grrr Mar. 9th, 2004 @ 10:50 pm
My stomach: "Grrrrrrowl give me food bitch!" Yep. Just thought i'd let you all know im hungry. Well I feel like reading. Yes. I, Shelly, feel like READING.

Why the hell am I wadding entrys on here anyway? No one reads them jesus. Well I suppose it gives me somethings to poor my thoughts into and not have to worry about anyone reading them.

Current Mood: hungryhungry
Other entries
» Woo
I feel...I don't know it's hard to explain. But it's a mix between calm and depressed. It's very weird indeed.
» (No Subject)
I'm not perfect. There is more to me than my image.
» Bush
Fuck I hate George Bush. Let gay people live there fucking lives. Damnit what a christian fuck!
» Caffiene
Ah, the caffiene is eating away at my sober body. My empty stomach. My dead soul.
» Blah
Red lipstick. Black hair. Pierced lips. I'm so in love. Screams my name. Bites my neck. Kisses my lips. Claws my back. Pulls me close. Gropes my hips. All the things I dream of. Some day will be there.
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